It’s important to understand about energy, intentions, emotions and free will (choice). Everything is created from the Divine Matrix, the essential energy field, one energy, uncountable number of creations, all from this primary source. As far as I know humans / mankind is the only creation that has been created with free will, choice or no choice to function as an individual expression. Every thing else is functioning within a group conscious. Different varieties no individual control over their functions, they do what they were created to do with out question. We are a spiritual expression of free will, being able to make choices and have the choice to become aware of the results of our choices because of the Law of Intention, Cause and Effect. What we do, the choices we make comes back to us so we can learn (eventually) to adjust our choices consciously to achieve more of what we want and progressively diminish what we don’t want. Negative or Positive is always a choice. We chose to be born so we could learn from our choices. What we came to earth to learn is to find the value of our life and all creation. Existence does not make negativity. what we may see as negative is an inspiration, a challenge to find the value that is contained in everything. All problems have a built in solution, we just need to look for it. This understanding is especially important when it comes to our emotions, the energy of our world is emotional, our problems are never the problem, the way we feel about the problem is the real problem. We need to develop E.Q. Emotional Intelligence, this is necessary to support our development of conscious awareness. Negative reactions or feelings are a creation our childhood self developed belief system and an opportunity for us to make positive changes in our life, not some thing to be a victim to. We came here to enjoy the life we chose to live, love ourselves and share what we decide to give ourselves with others. Feeling good is an expression of self love, it’s up to us, change your intention, change your life.
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Open your hearts, control your mind, believe in the process of Assertion that you are a part of, keep choosing to crease your inner light by your determined efforts of understanding and acceptance of the responsibility to do so. We are doing a great job of raising our vibration and increasing our conscious awareness and the amount of time we are feeling good has increased noticeably. The more we feel good the more we work at it because it feels good and we realize that we are creating these feel good times and we want more. We are on this Ascension path consciously and enjoying the journey. We are attracting more of what we want and hanging out less and less with what we don’t like. October is a Universal 8 which brings us powerful energies of abundance which can manifest for us physically, mentally, emotionally and increased spiritual awareness to the degree we believe it and use it Energy gifts are available for our use but we have to use them with doubtless focus and a belief of trust, faith, determination. We are worthy of Abundance it’s time to more of what we really want and it’s up to us to make it happen.
Here is some inspiration
~ The Ascended Masters in the Councils of Shamballa
The Rehearsal is Over
The tremendous Love and Light that is now pouring into your Earth and into the hearts of every soul on Earth is giving humanity the ability to merge with their Presence and ascend into Unity Consciousness. Many are now moving out of a maze that has kept souls stuck within an unimaginably intricate network of thoughts, memories, concepts, opinions and beliefs in limitation.
One of the ways to move out of this maze is to place your full attention on living each and every moment as your Presence. You can assist in this wondrous process by keeping your awareness on whatever is right before you. If you can see it, hear it, feel it, taste it, touch it, or sense it internally, then you are living as your Presence lives ~ in the moment.
Regardless of appearances, everything and everyone is constantly inviting you to merge with your God-created essence and this can only happen when you are truly present. In those exquisite moments, thoughts simply cease and your mind instantly becomes still. The past has dropped away to reveal a new world that is free of your ideas, opinions, beliefs and projections and you are then awake to the truth of who you are as the Presence of God embodied.
Your internal experience of your True Self will keep expanding into your everyday awareness for as long as you remain present. Each moment you have a choice to be present, or you can choose to wander off into the endless domains of your thinking mind. These kinds of choices are at the very heart of free will, yet know that your life is always being radically affected by the choices you make and the more you choose to be present, the more the Presence will be able to expand within the whole of your being.
Each moment that you are present will keep nurturing your awareness of your true unlimited Self. Whether you are thinking or not, practice being present within every moment and within every activity until the awareness of your Presence completely expands within you and you are living each and every moment in the freedom of your unlimited Presence.
As the Earth continues to ascend in consciousness, many changes will continue to take place within all of life and nothing will be able to hold these changes at bay since the glorious Divine Blueprint for your world and all who live within it has already been set into motion.
We have often proclaimed that there is a parting of the ways between those who have chosen and are doing what they can to support the ascension of consciousness and those who are doing nothing. This is more true today than ever before and it is a major part of the change that is presently taking place. You are all moving into a level that reflects your true vibration. To remain within the higher vibrations and ascend into your own unlimitedness, you must sustain your relationship with your Presence and implement your service to expand Unity Consciousness.
You will always feel at home with like-minded, loving souls who are dedicated to living as their Presence and co-creating a new Golden Age. When you come together in Council with us, it expands your collective service in the world while assisting you to maintain the integrity of your relationship with your Presence. We applaud all who have chosen to give yourself fully to helping others to awaken to the truth of themselves as expressions of God on Earth. Once this is known, the rehearsal is over and your service naturally unfolds as you truly begin to live the glorious life you came here to live.
Thru Sharon Rose
The first Law in our world is Free Will, which of course means Free Choice and even No Choice is a choice. The basic choice is what we do when we gather information and choose what we are going to do with it. When we are gathering information and wisdom, is it to share our awareness and wisdom with others or to inflate our Egos. The conscious spiritual choice is sharing. So if sharing is your choice then you need to learn how to be positive selfish, give yourself what you want the way you want it. The more you give yourself the more you have to share. Only you know what you want, give it to yourself, give yourself permission to have it then share it with no expectations of getting anything in return.The major thing that we all want is Love, so love yourself, the more you love yourself, the more love you have to share with out expecting anything in return. What we want is not outside, its inside for the taking, its not something we need get from someone else, it’s a gift we need to give our self. Here is what Hilarion has to say.
Weekly Message from Hilarion
by Marlene Swetlishoff
Love your selves – your human self and your Divine self, for you are a wonderful integration of both.
June 15-22, 2014
Many there are who are feeling uplifted and inspired in one moment and in another, find themselves feeling energetically depleted, tired, sleepy, irritable or downright angry. This can happen even though you had the best of intentions to remain balanced and in equilibrium. During these times, it is best to immediately forgive yourselves and replace the disempowering feelings and thoughts with ones that uplift, inspire and remind you that you are in the midst of the greatest metamorphosis that humanity, the Earth and all her kingdoms have ever experienced and that you have chosen to be a part of it. These are the times when adaptability and greater flexibility are required and most important of all, a greater kindness to self. Observe your inner dialogues and begin to change the harsh judgements that you carry towards yourselves. You are all much kinder to others than you are to yourselves. Become your own best friend, one who is always supportive, nurturing and unconditionally loving. This is what you give to others, why not to yourselves?
An individual is not being selfish by honoring themselves first, for without a healthy love and acceptance of self, you cannot truly serve others. When you are happy and feeling positive about your own shining qualities, it is much easier to recognize the same qualities within others. When events in your lives seem to become overwhelming and hard to deal with in an enlightened manner; that is the very time to stop and take a timeout to do something that brings a smile to your face and laughter within your soul. Do not take yourselves or the situation so seriously, for you know, if you stop to take a moment, that you are an individual who is always doing the very best that you can in every instance. Avoid self- recriminations and self-flagellations, for these habits keep you on a disempowering path. This is something only you can do for yourself and it is an important consideration to keep in mind. Spending quality moments connecting to the true essence of your being helps to reenergize and recharge your entire human auric field in a positive and beneficial way.
It is important to pave the way for new habits and new ways of inter-relating with others that constantly focus on all your good qualities. This is your true essence and the truth of who you are! Give yourselves a chance to shine your beautiful light in those situations that used to steal your divine power from you by the habit of berating yourselves for perceived infractions that in all likelihood are not as bad as you seem to think. Love your selves – your human self and your Divine self, for you are a wonderful integration of both. You came to this planet for this very reason and as you do this, it enables and empowers others to accept and integrate all aspects of their selves also.
If you are finding yourselves feeling stuck and unable to move forward, consider beginning a new project, taking a class of instruction in something you have always wanted to learn or even rearranging the furniture in several rooms in your home. Sometimes this instills the feeling of renewed energy and you will find your creative force flowing with inspiration and manifestation. Have faith and trust in spirit and follow through on the guidance and promptings you receive, for you are being guided to help you move into the perfect place on the path you have chosen. Have faith in your own abilities, the choices you make, in the guidance of your heart; have faith in yourself. Any energy you use for this purpose is energy well implemented, for you are worth it!
We remind you that we of the luminous world are ever with you and always by your side. You are loved and cared for. And it is your love, your caring, that this world so deeply needs. Your love holds healing potential, not only for yourselves but a great many people in your sphere of influence. Claim your power, stand tall, claim the magnificent life you have come here to live. YOU are a powerful, magnificent and incredible soul. It is time to let that truth come into your sphere of influence.
Until next week…
I AM Hilarion
The power of our Vision is important to understand. Our brain doesn’t know the difference between reality and fantasy. What we think about creates a vision of those thoughts in our head, to our brain they are realities. To reinforce your awareness of what I’m talking about, Psycho cybernetics, you can read about it in a book Psycho Cybernetics by Maxwel Maltz. The brain can be used to manifest what we want to change or manifest in our life by spending time visualizing that we already have what we want and believing that we already have it. This needs to be repeated over and over, seeing ourselves having and enjoying what we already have. We are programming or brain with this vision. Be careful not to doubt or question this vision. Just do it and become it with all of your senses. When you have convinced your brain that what you are visualizing is true, the Law of Attraction will provide it. Here is part of a message from our Ascended Masters for inspiration.
This time is one for healing and for an acceptance that the moment for great changes has arrived. The Heavens are strongly proclaiming your spiritual and physical liberation from the lies and manipulations of the dark ones. Heaven is decreeing that you are now to start the path to your physical ascension. This is why you are seeing events that are gathering momentum for a final event that is to gently allow you to enter a new reality filled with prosperity, new governance and the instruction by us of various truths that are to set the stage for a wondrous reunion with your spiritual and space families. We are your heavenly shepherds. We gather forth the vast flocks of humanity and steer you onto a path that is to allow you a return to full consciousness. It is then that we can fully instruct you on your great heavenly responsibilities. Hosanna! Hosanna! Hosanna!
Today, we continued our ongoing message and informed you of what is now occurring globally. These events, as they manifest, are to permit you to veer away from the vile manipulations of the dark cabal. Much good news is given. Nonetheless, each is to happen in a timely and fruitful manner! Know, dear Ones, that the countless Supply and never-ending Prosperity of Heaven are indeed yours! So Be It! Selamat Gajun! Selamat Ja! (Sirian for Be One! and Be in Joy!)
One of the most difficult truths for us to accept is ‘There is nothing wrong with us, we are exactly what we wanted to be, just as we are’. The spiritual challenge is to find the good, the value in this person that we eventually created, just as we are. Some of us may have created a difficult life and or a handicapped body, even a negative family or environment to grow up in, the choice is always ours. We never choose experiences we didn’t want as a challenge and we never choose anything we can’t handle and find value of. Karma is made up of lessons we haven’t learned the value of and we chose to see if we are ready to recognize their values this time, in this life. Remember we chose to be born (it’s our movie) so we could learn from our choices. We are not victims to anything except our belief system. Change the way you think, change your life. It’s as easy as we decide it can be. Here is part # 3 of Consciousness. How to do it.
Healing Your Field, Healing Your Body
To heal, all that we need to do is purify our energy so that the energetic projection of our body is unobstructed. Then our atoms and molecules can align perfectly to this structure because there is no energetic interference to disrupt the image of our body as projected by our consciousness.
We do this by getting in the gap between our thoughts, where our beliefs no longer affect our reality, for, when we are not thinking, we are also free of beliefs and expectations. And by doing this we are aligning ourselves with universal principles, and matching our energy with the energies coming directly from the field of all-possibility – those high frequency energies of love, kindness, inspiration, passion, joy, and so on.
The first step is to consider the possibility that we are not only energy, but that there is infinite energy all around us which we can consciously tap into to promote healing in our body and mind, to become a more happy, healthy, vibrant and creative being. As soon as you start to connect to the infinite energy of creation and your own true nature as formless energy, then you start to become aware of these energies in your body which returns the projection of your body to its natural state.
The projection of your body can only be disrupted by a disturbance in your energy field – your consciousness – caused by unbalanced thoughts and emotions, and limiting beliefs. Our luminous energy field is naturally vibrant, and our energy naturally flows unhindered as a powerful stream of consciousness, but the lower levels of consciousness, which we have been conditioned to live in as part of our social indoctrination, disrupt this flow which if left unhindered would express its perfection everywhere.
Another key concept to understand is that your body is always regenerating. In a talk of Deepak Chopra’s that I listened to, he pointed out that atoms do not age. They do not die, and the same atoms that existed at the big bang around 14 billion years ago exist to this day, some of which are even within you.
Every year 98% of the atoms in your body are exchanged for ‘new’ atoms. You are constantly dying, and being reborn, and literally transforming at the atomic and molecular levels. Every three days you have a new stomach lining, every month you have new skin, every three months you have a new skeleton. And every year you have almost an entirely new body (Deepak Chopra from Living Beyond Miracles with Wayne Dyer).
Deepak Chopra described it beautifully by saying that our atoms “are like migrating birds”. They are not permanent, they are completely independent, and are drifting through space and time and merely being organized into structures such as our bodies by none other than our energy field which organizes them as a magnetic field organizes metal filings, only slightly more complex.
What more proof do we need in order to start looking at our bodies differently, and in general looking at the mechanism of health itself in a new light?
None of the raw materials that form your physical body age, moreover, they are constantly changing. Therefore I ask this of you. Is it really you that is changing? And what is the force that organizes these atoms and molecules back where they are supposed to be, and makes sure that they perfectly and harmoniously continue to do their jobs even while your cells and atoms are migrating by the billions?
Your body is not the real you. Your body is merely a projection of what you believe yourself to be. If you could discover that you are pure consciousness, and that who you really are is an infinite creative awareness that is manifesting reality and co-creating reality with other aspects of yourself (because every being is an expression of the infinite universal consciousness we have labelled as God), then you can start to take complete control over your body, your health, and your life.
Chronic pain, disease, illness, or the old injuries that you have in your body are not actually in your body, they are in your mind. More specifically, they are a function of your perception. Your atoms are always changing, and your molecules are too, but as new atoms come and as new molecules are formed, and as you flash in and out of existence, your energetic field is telling them where to go, what to do, and how to align with one another.
Therefore, you are holding disease, illness, pain, and injuries within your consciousness, and thus, they are imprinted in your energetic field, and only then do they proceed to manifest in your physiology.
If this is the case, then not only is our health completely under our willful control, but the rate at which we age may even be under our control as well. Now I am not suggesting that we can be immortal, because we already are as infinite beings of consciousness. What I am suggesting is that in a time long forgotten, and in the near future, human beings have had and will realize again the ability to live from this field, and live consciously from their nature as luminous beings of pure energy.
At that time human beings will realize that the body is a manifestation of our highest self, and we can not only consciously manifest anything in life, but anything in our bodies as well. And one day we will reach a point where we can continually regenerate our bodies at will because we live from the field of infinite energy, and thus our bodies simply operate at a higher frequency so that we can live in them until our work is completed and we choose to move on.
Fantastic? Yes. But these changes are noticeable within the human body and mind even after a little bit of practice and training, so decide to feel and experience it for yourself, and learn how to meditate. This is what evidence is clearly suggesting and my own experience also indicates to be true. The only hindrance to tapping into this nature of the universe is your own conscious awareness, your level of attention, and your beliefs.
Our ability to heal is directly related to our level of attention and our level of belief. For example we can heal ourselves of any affliction, illness, disease, or injury that is possible so long as we have absolute certainty, a knowing, that we will be healed. This is directly achieved by accessing the most fundamental level of reality through deep meditation.
This is because at the fundamental level of reality, anything is possible, and the restructuring of reality is dictated entirely by our beliefs and expectations. We are pure energy, and there is infinite potential in that energy. It is entirely up to us what we choose to manifest out of the field in our lives and in our bodies.
You have no limitations, and nothing is impossible. It is only your beliefs which dictate what you can and cannot do.
“Miracles happen, not in opposition to nature, but in opposition to what we know of nature.” – St. Augustine
I keep repeating my self in different ways because there really is only one truth, we are Divine beings pretending to be a human. If indeed that was true, which it is, how often and how clearly do we see ourselves through our Divine eyes? If we do it at all we are on our way to conscious awareness. If we don’t do it at all we are stuck in a belief system Ego trap of limited awareness and a need to fix something that isn’t broken or limited. Abundance and conscious awareness are our birth rights, that we have been denying, due to an accepted idea that we are unworthy and have to spend our life trying to make ourselves into something that we feel that we are not. Talk about Silly and Stupid! We can’t be wrong, we are uniquely different, and have full power to create anything we want in this life, any time we choose to believe in our selves, Why don’t we do that? It’s only a lack of Trust, Faith and belief in our Divine truth, change your belief, accept your self as is, as the Divine being that you really are, act accordingly, and change you life. It’s up to us, no one can do it for us. Here is Hilarion’s weekly inspiration.
Hilarion’s Weekly Message
by Marlene Swetlishoff
April 6-13, 2014
It is important for each of you to maintain your centeredness and calmness each day. The energies as they move in waves upon the planet bring changes in every facet of human life. As the increased light flows outward, it ignites awakening in many other souls and as you know, awakening is quite often a painful process that requires the assimilation of many truths that were not recognized or even thought of before. You have already experienced this process and can relate to the profound effects that these revelations create within the newly awakened ones and their desire to facilitate powerful changes in their world. They are eager to make a difference and they are willing to do whatever it takes to make it happen. This is why your stabilizing energies are so needed during these times. Send light to those areas of the world which are experiencing upheaval and destabilization. Do this whenever you hear of it, just taking a moment to send light gives assistance in more ways than you know. All you need is intention and during this process, ask the Angels of light to go to these places and heal the area, the land, the animals, the elemental beings, and send light to assist all the people who live there.
You are the ones who are aware and must exercise your power by calling on the Angels for assistance and directing them to the areas where they are needed. Begin to observe the information communicated through the news media in a different way, not as passive observers but as enlightened beings who can take note of where the light is needed and direct it there immediately. Your input on a daily basis as you assign the Angels and helpers to chaotic areas of the world helps to stabilize those areas. It only requires that you focus and call upon the forces of light to direct them to those areas. Understand that each of you has an army of light at your command and you can make a difference by sending these forces into volatile areas of the world when they are needed. Your intention to affect the highest outcomes wherever your focus is directed will bring harmony and your attention to this focus with dedication each day will create the lasting peace you so desire to experience on your world. Send light to the natural kingdoms as they are an integral part of life upon this planet. Send light to everything upon your planet and do not forget to surround your loved ones, family members and pets with white light each and every day, surround your home, properties, vehicles, places of occupation, bank accounts and daily activities with the white light of protection each and every day.
You are the awakened ones and you are responsible for the area in your sphere on influence which can be many miles in diameter. Intend that this sphere of influence grows in radius each and every day so that a greater area is covered by your efforts. Intention is everything and you can do this! Be an open door for God’s light to be manifest in and through you. Maintain a vision of something better always, such as one great planet under God. Throughout this year stay in your spiritual consciousness and know that your spirituality is what defines you. Do a weekly review to make improvements in your life so that your spiritual growth continues. Have you balanced all your karma, have you fulfilled all your soul contracts? Did you pass all your tests and initiations? Are your initiations completed? This lifetime is your last lifetime upon Earth because this opportunity to experience life in a physical body on a planet of duality will not happen again and it is incumbent upon YOU to ensure that you complete everything your soul plan intended to complete. In any sticky situation or issue that comes up, ask yourself, “What am I teaching myself here?” “What is the highest outcome that can manifest here in this situation and what can I do to make it happen?”
Go beyond your human ego promptings and look at your life from the higher perspective. Do you want to create divisions in relationships that could be healed by overlooking the perceived transgressions of others? Will you let ego pride take control and create separations? Know that love is the answer in every situation and use this power in every facet of your existence and relationships with others. The bottom line is how much do you love? Learn to love with the love of God who loves us all unconditionally with no judgement. Become the enlightened being that can rise above any situation and see a more loving perspective. Surrender and release all that no longer serves the path that you have chosen to walk. Resistance to the enlightened being that you really are is futile. Look for the good in all things. Fill your heart with the flame of love and let that flame grow and expand out into the world around you. BE the change!
The game has changed, Dear Ones. No longer can you sit on the fence reluctant to make a clear choice. The time is NOW to move into the light of higher consciousness with constancy in your heart. It must be done in every cell of your being. You are worthy of great things, know that every thing will work out and things will get better. You are blessed in more ways than you can imagine. The Universe supports you, all of life supports you and this is becoming more evident with each passing hour. You are a child of the Divine and your magnificent future awaits your attention and your intention. BE HERE NOW!
Until next week…
I AM Hilarion
Forgiveness is high on the things to do list. We are really good with the shame and blame game. We spend too much time playing the “I should of and I could have and what’s wrong with me stories over and over again Why did I do that?
The answer is ‘because I didn’t know any better’, if I knew better I would have done better. Experience is our only true teacher, it gives us a opportunity to learn and grow to judge how to do better or different next time. Experience is a blessing in disguise it can make us stronger and wiser it helps use to grow, if we use it to our advantage instead of to our dismay. It’s time to be grateful for these gifts of awareness. When we choose to be grateful instead of resentful the solutions that all problems contain become readily available. Forgive yourself for being Silly and or Stupid and make yourself better next time. Here is a long channeling from Jesus for inspiration in case you are interested.
Message from Jesus
by John Smallman
Blow away the smoke, destroy the mirrors, and awaken into Reality your eternal Home!
Here in the spiritual realms our joy is intensifying because your awakening is so near. You could almost reach out and touch it if it was a physical tangible thing, but of course it is not and it will just suddenly envelop you. You could imagine it to be a bit like someone coming into your bedroom when you are still asleep in the morning and opening the curtains so that the brilliant light of sunshine falls on your face bringing you instantly to puzzled wakefulness, instead of going through the more normal and gentle awakening to which you are accustomed. But of course the awakening for which you have been waiting will be totally different, in fact utterly awe-inspiring, uplifting, and joyful – a thousand Christmas and birthday mornings all in one! As we keep reminding you: “There will be no disappointments!”
Your collective path to awakening has been divinely established to lead you home to Reality, the eternal Presence of God, a state from which you have never departed because there is nowhere else. However, over the eons the illusion has grown more clouded, more dark, and therefore it has seemed to shroud Reality in a cloak in order to hide It from you, but of course that is just your perception. And you are changing your perception, realizing that perception is changeable, unreal, and that beneath the veil it has apparently established Reality is present, as always, in Its divine brilliance, awaiting your awakening.
Perception is part of the illusion and as such it is unreal, however it is your tool, your means of seeing, understanding, and clarifying your beliefs and opinions. As you open yourselves more and more to the field of Love that envelops you, which you are doing, your perception evolves, encouraging you to move forwards to continue on your path of spiritual evolution which is leading you to your awakening.
To evolve spiritually is to depart from the illusion, leaving it behind, and awaking into Reality as if from a dream or nightmare. Of course, in Reality there is no possibility of dreams, let alone nightmares, and when you awaken that will be readily apparent, as the unreal state that it appears that you built and inhabited just dissolves like morning mist in the brightness of the sun.
Reality is brilliant, transparent, stunningly clear in comparison to the dark mistiness of the illusion in which it seems that you have been unwillingly contained for so long. But, you are all Masters! What God creates is perfect, without blemish, infinite in its brilliance and power, and He created each one of you. You just chose to forget this or hide it from yourselves while you “entertained” yourselves within your inhospitable illusion.
iLook at the stories you write, the pictures that you paint, the plays and movies that you produce – the vast majority involve deceit, betrayal, pain, and suffering – and of course you would claim that they are but stories about the lives that humans experience, and that the pain and suffering portrayed within them are but images taken from the reality that you perceive the illusion to be. What you are actually doing is attempting to make them real! And the more you focus your attention on that pain and suffering, drinking it in in stories, plays, movies – yes, and WARS – the more real it seems to you. “Life’s like that” you tell yourselves, and you buy into the destructive belief that you can trust no-one.
And yet, there are people who live in peace and love and harmony, small communities all over the world that prove unequivocally that Love works! But mostly you dismiss the reality of that, telling yourselves and one another that those communities are unnatural, weird, and will not last; or that they are living in attempted seclusion from the real world which will, through their offspring, inevitably envelop them or at least bring home to them the insanity of their unreal hopes and dreams for a gentle, harmonious and loving society which is without doubt, as has been proven time and time again, unachievable.
So many of you want to believe that the world is dangerous, unsafe, unjust, a place in which fear and caution are essential to your well-being; and by believing and wanting it that is what you experience! And you do want it, otherwise you would not experience it. You do create your own reality within the illusory world that you have built. That is the whole point of it!
However, finally, enough of you have collectively decided that enough is enough. You have realized that conflict always leads to further conflict, and that peace cannot be enforced, let alone achieved by forcefully destroying those whom you see as being against it, or enemies of it. You are turning towards Love, frequently in desperation because it is obvious that nothing else works, but with grave doubts about Its efficacy. And it is those doubts that are effectively and seemingly slowing down or delaying your awakening.
In truth that is not the case, because it is all illusory! An unreal experience that will just dissolve as Reality embraces you when you choose to let go and fall into Its ever-loving arms. You have spent eons trying to find God by searching for Him throughout the illusion which you have succeeded in convincing yourselves was created by Him. But you are eternally One with Him, inseparable from Him, and within the illusion all that you will find are smoke and mirrors. Blow away the smoke, destroy the mirrors, and awaken into Reality your eternal Home!
Your loving brother, Jesus.